to do list

1. paint room
2. watch all movies possible
3. ikea
4. shower :P
5. go out

from Verona with love

the movie was nothing but ur typical cliche romantic love story, yet, there is a certain comfort in familiarity. and i must say i am moved by the story. makes me wanna go to verona and pretend to be sophie :)

one of my favourite scenes

sophie : victor, we went on a honeymoon and we didnt mind being apart with each other. it shouldnt be that way. wer supposed to WANT to be with each other all the time (so sad right? ahhhh)

oh oh and look what i found on the net! this lady wrote an actual letter to juliet...

“How do I unwrap my heart that’s been broken so many times in the past and take the risk of having it broken again? I’m married to a man I love but sometimes it’s safer to keep my love at a distance.”

and tadaaaaaaa! juliet replied her mail! im soo in love with juliet! someone take me to Verona pleaseeeee

Dear Kathryn,

Thank you for your letter. When I read it, I wanted to reach across the ocean and hug you. Or, to bring you to Verona, where perhaps your faith in Love might be restored again.

There is no easy answer to your question. Women and men have been asking this same question for centuries. What I can tell you is that you are not alone. Continue to have hope! This, with the awareness of your fear, and its cause, and the desire for your husband to help you open up again. I think these are enough to set you on the right path toward Love and Trust.

There is no courage where there is no fear. I believe Love is similar – that it only becomes stronger when it must navigate obstacles in its path. The same door that opens your heart to vulnerability, also opens your heart to joy.

Courage, my dear. And one little step at a time.

Warmest wishes from Verona,

Juliet

the engineer to my heart

so cute right? hihihihi

my notty boy started working 2 days ago. LIKE FINALLY! *roll eyes and plays with hair* :b

He had been applying for various jobs for months. i, myself witnessed the struggle and the constant rejection and it was tiring, seriously. he went to the post office more often than i brushed my hair! (i dont usually brush my hair cos theyr naturally straight, smooth and silky :P) so you do the math. pity him right?

ok so, last week, like suddenly liddat he got a phone call from SONY. we went all the way to bangi few days before the actual interview day so that he wont sesat. me being me aka super loving gf and super duper supportive gf, of course i would teman him eventho i had like tests coming up and all. sacrifice for the loved ones right? :b

ok back to the story, he had to do few tests before the interview session; iq, maths & stats & english. after he was done with the test, he had to wait for the test result then only the interview. my baby was called first for the interview! (strike one!). after the interview, he was so good the sony people decided to hire him on the spot! (strike 2!) heee. he turned down 3 offers for this. im soo proud of YOUU!

so to cut a long story short, i love him. -the end-

shitty day

(in my UM room. messy, no? haha)

went shopping but end up with none. oh except for that red headband im wearing in the picture. FML.

top : bought online
black shorts : supre'
bag : charles & keith

you left me wanting for more

dominos classified chicken pizza is THE BEST!!!! omg omg omg i can still feel it in my mouth!

ok heres the thing. since im so obsessed with dieting, i dont usually eat :P. LOL! but somehow about 2 months ago, i started to have this sudden major craze over food, especially if it has anything to do with cheese and oily stuff combined. my personal favourite would be mcD's cheese burger and cheese fries (never tried mcD's cheese burger until 2 months ago. i know, dont judge! hahaha). omg so sedapppp! and so freakin cheap! during ramadan alone i ate like 3 mcDs per week! its not even funny anymore! im turning into one of those obese people. with a strong family history of diabetes, i reckon i would be diabetic soon if this madness dont stop!

since then, ive been going around stuffing myself with all kinds of food. unhealthy ones, mind u (haha like its a good thing right? well that explains my current weight *sigh*).

so today, went to dominos pizza for lunch. apparently they have this new classified chicken pizza. no one told me how awesome it is! so being me, i ordered the thin crust pepperoni and my friend lyd bought the classified chicken. she went on and on about the pizza even before we reached there. i didnt really get why, i mean its just chicken right? buuut when i got there it was a different story. tried lyd's classified chicken and the world just stopped for a moment there. i swear im not exaggerating. it was soooooooo creamy and cheesyyy. not to mention the white awesome sauce ceceyh. kept thinking about it until now. ahhhhhhhh damn you classified chicken. if i were thinner i would have bought you when i went out with my baby just now and eat you on the way home. hahahaha i hate being fat and ugly. urgh.

hear me now

'Each of us may think we know exactly what we need to make us happy, what will be good for us, what will ensure our happy ending, but life rarely works out in the way we expect, and our happy ending may have all sorts of unexpected twists and turns, be shaped in all sorts of unexpected ways.'

i have to say ive had my fair share of ups and downs to make me realize that god has better plans for us, for you, for me. im the kind of girl who always knew what she wants. i would make an endless lists of what i want and what im going to achive. but now, when im much older and wiser *puke please* ive finally come to my senses that when things dont go your way, its okay. its not the end of the world. if uve been following my blog, the first few entries were a bit bitter where i talk about me and life and stuff that didnt go my way, but as you can see, now, im wiser.

YOU once told me, lets life be a journey, it doesnt always have to be my way, lets make our own story, and u were right. you were right all the time.

romantic doesnt always have to be a certain way. it doesnt always have to be like a dinner for two at a fancy restaurant, gazing at each others eyes for hours, calling each other up each and every night till one of us falls asleep. it should not stop you from experiencing joy of all the little2 details that life has to offer, your partner has to offer. cos we didnt come from the same background anyways so lets life be a journey, for you and me :)

it might not always be a walk in the park, it might not always be a smooth sailing journey, but one thing i know for sure, you are the one person i wish, i would have met much earlier in life.

happy 2-year anniversary sayang! ( 16 days to go. hihihi)

these reminds me of YOU

you dont know what you got till its gone

Boy:I broke up with her.

His Best Friend:What happened?

Boy:She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend:What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy:Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy:Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy:But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy:I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t b●tch about it.

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy:Well, she..

His Best Friend:You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy:I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend:You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened