i think i deserve so much more than this. im so sick and tired of fighting. yes u heard me right. i dont even know why wer fighting in the first place but what i do know is that we fought a lot. i dont remember of ever fighting this much before. mind u im not comparing. but ok u see, now everything i learn is based on evidence based medicine. and i apply it to my everyday life. my judgements are based on evidence. hmm
i feel so suffocated at times. its like ur controlling me and my life. i need air to breathe. if this is the way, i dont think i can live any longer than this
cant we negotiate to achieve one goal? is that so hard to do? why do we have to fight and fight and fight and fight? cant we talk things out? duh. obviously no. cos u wont even listen to me let alone trying to solve things out with me. urgh maybe i shud stop caring. ok i think ill do that.
